heute bin ich einfach mein

I haven't posted in awhile. I don't think I am gonna post stuff on my LJ anymore, I like it better here, separated from all the ridiculous crap and drama and my personal shit. And if no one sees it - well it's ok. I like the semi-privacy of this place anyway. And I like posting for me.

I am also thinking about revamping my site so it's portfolio-only. Like how the "Voyages" section is, only that is the whole site. And use my DA for all-purpose posting of fun things. I need to wait until I have the time anyway, still gotta finish up schoolwork. So close.



something for felix.





swallow. Nedyenka.

lots of stuff playing with watercolors in my new moleskine wc sketchbook.


ревность - venting.


o shit, it's jared. he's an asshole.


moar for felix.


musicophilia


со мной. haha, i love it.





wild heart.





crud for someone on DA. i have a russian fetish, sorry!


s'not everything i have - just what i feel like putting up here.

raise your hand!

oldcharactershits. Glenn, Jared, random.


pavel~


for felix~ chibi phillip!


moar for felix~ full-size phillip :P


nedyenka is a creepy little girl.


dream stuff.



more dreamstuff.

i lost myself in shapeless oceans

OMG digital stuff!

crazy boys:

Some doodles from tonight. Jared - of whom I have no drawn in a long time - and a possible new character I may name Alexy. I wanted to create him to fill my lack of psychotic characters.

I feel like I need to redesign Jared so he doesn't remind me of my dumbass angsty past and takes on a form more of his own. The more I think about him lately the creepier he gets. Like how he was -supposed- to be in my mind, not like how he somehow evolved to be ._.

Alexy to me seems like he's going to end up a younger version of this fellow:


Of whom I drew over a year ago >_> oop. He was meant for an RP that never really got anywhere. Just as well, I suppose, I suck at RPs.

Did this awhile ago as part of a watercolor experiment. Just a Chekhele woman. Showing that their wings can be all sorts of colors! This things is about two inches high.


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