heute bin ich einfach mein

I haven't posted in awhile. I don't think I am gonna post stuff on my LJ anymore, I like it better here, separated from all the ridiculous crap and drama and my personal shit. And if no one sees it - well it's ok. I like the semi-privacy of this place anyway. And I like posting for me.

I am also thinking about revamping my site so it's portfolio-only. Like how the "Voyages" section is, only that is the whole site. And use my DA for all-purpose posting of fun things. I need to wait until I have the time anyway, still gotta finish up schoolwork. So close.



something for felix.





swallow. Nedyenka.

lots of stuff playing with watercolors in my new moleskine wc sketchbook.


ревность - venting.


o shit, it's jared. he's an asshole.


moar for felix.


musicophilia


со мной. haha, i love it.





wild heart.





crud for someone on DA. i have a russian fetish, sorry!


s'not everything i have - just what i feel like putting up here.

crumbs

Ezzie Izzard, quoted for truth by Derek.


Fucking creepy Chimera from a dream I had. :c


I fail at ArtRage. So badly.


NNSHAHDSAKJ!


er du kvinna eller räv?


This was a lot to fun to do.


Oh god it's like Drawing 101 again D8 I dunno, I found this plastic cube at work and wanted to draw it, the reflections and shit seemed cool.


there are times when you realize something has happened between two people, and it seems monumentous. yet the next day there are no traces of what happened and you realize it was just words, only fleeting emotions and temporary disturbances. there was nothing otherworldly or intense about it. where you once inferred ground-breaking changes of heart, of seas emptying in the space between two, drowning them in a truth and understanding and bringing a closeness rarely seem in this shivering, empty world full of people, you realize it's a sham. you thought the experience was genuine, until tomorrow's dawn caresses you with it's sharpened yellow blade and it's as if nothing happened.

Goddamn I keep forgetting I can't write >8|

i need to see you smile

Hullo!

:X

More artcraps. Long time no update. Sorry. I just... bleh! Whatever.


God, I shouldn't find this stuff so funny, but dammit! I lol'd!


A gift for my beloved Liss, in which I haven't given it to her yet because she is not within my vicinity right now! Isa and Memento.


Farsha as she first appears in my story - very pregnant with Eianeyo and not very fucking happy at all.

I forgot how much I like digital speedpainting. I figured it would be good practice since I seem to fail at color and such lately.
disclaimer: some done from photos, not my photos, not real art, only practice, i make no claims to the originals, etc.


From a pic my friend Lev Khessin took. Hope you don't mind Leovushka~


Dobbles for Phim's b-day. She is gonna fuck some betches up.


Treez. Photo by Q.T Long.


Moar treez and waters~ photo by Q.T Long.


until next time~

the man with a thousand nostrils

Hows it going, y'all?

Big update, because I've been obsessively drawing.


Dana convinced me to draw a seahorse c8 though this is a sea dragon. Reffed from a picture I took at the local zoo/aquarium.



Possible Alexy.



Menz for trade-practice, and Laudon in drag. He is not satisfied with the amount of tiara.


HAHA. I shouldn't find this so funny. Axel does not like Rhys at all for a long time.


Yvonel is tired of your bullshit excuses. Also, mini design sketch for her older sister, who isn't really important. Lolmullets.


Possible Alexy again as well as Yenshisa's 3 youngest brothers; Yutke, Machef and Tahmas.


Hurr.


What he's saying is just nonsense, I was only drawing in my Statistics class and wrote down what the professor said. Also: parasauralopholus.


Young Laudon and luuuuuv addict.


Lundral, my new favorite story-orphaned chud.


LOL Nedyenka, I love her. Speaking my terrible Russian. Also: Yenshisa's oldest brother, Yusek.


Go one and guess what's she's talking about. Really. Haha.


Nice mix of srs bsns and silliness.


Hahah I was selling at an an anime convention. I'm just making fun of the genre and some of the artists there. Yvonel is not impressed by standard anime-warrior-girl attire :'D


Laudon cosplaying as a catgirl XD Hahaha making fun of animu again. And I don't know.


It's been a long time.


I figured that if catgirls are anything like actual cats, they probably hate you. No simpering, cutesy google-eyed kittehs, more like "Feed me and fuck off."

just lookin for something

Hey y'all.

Mostly sketchbook stuff because I've been spending most of my time painting >3<
Hahaha, me and MC Hammer were jamming in the Sokos Hotel Viru in Estonia! Also, ghey stuff.


Me+ a cupcake, biiiiirdman, oh god who is THAT, fishballerina



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Indeed.


Ramona and Nadine


My statistics teacher <3

also: gaiz, i think i'm going insane. WHY?